disguised_muse's Xanga

Friday, February 01, 2008

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 19:45:29 GMT

I'm moving over to Blogspot. Xanga just ain't got what it takes, and hasn't had it for a long while. Blogspot is.. prettier. No promise on updating frequentness, but at least, since it's new, I'm bound to think about it a couple more times than usually.

Here's a link, see you there. :) http://taleofriibu.blogspot.com/

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 20:12:21 GMT

Well, life goes on.

Anyway, my nanoing's been thrown almost completely offboard...

Jokela

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 14:10:40 GMT

In Memoriam

Monday, August 13, 2007

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 11:27:53 GMT

I started school today.

Man. I'm so lazy after all that walking and stuff... Because I'm not writing any more today.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 17:13:05 GMT

*slumps*

also, because because because.

also also, damn it.

also also also, i should get on with that. and that. and that too, really.

also also also also, so many things to do, so much inspiration, and not enough time.

also also also also also... saying these things in here like this because of missing people and missing... something else. you also.
still thinking of you. :/

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 14:46:46 GMT

So, today, I got a boyfriend.

Shhhhyeah. Got you. Again

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 10:19:50 GMT

To anyone concerned:

We've moved. Last wednesday actually. In real life. Computers disconnected and will be still. This is a temporary solution, that's going to end in about a couple of minutes after I've posted this.

Meaning, mom had to update some account stuff so we wouldn't run out of money, but we couldn't connect over at the new home, so we brought the computer back to the old place, and in here the connection exists. And since I hadn't in any way informed anyone that I might actually be disappearing for a while, I figured I'd let anyone who wants to know, know.

Anyway. The new place sucks, the neighbourhood is not to my liking, and I'm missing you all.

And forums. And comics. And.. well. :( *sigh*

At least we have some new TV channels to look at. :/

To a better tomorrow! (and hopefullly we'll get some net next week!) Till then, huggles all.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Sat, 27 Jan 2007 19:17:23 GMT

Boys, note: Status quo is not something you can actually reach, and that situation that seems fine, can never be held if you stop trying. You have to keep going. All the time. Don't like it? Then for heaven's sake don't even bother starting in the first place.

Yes, I feel neglected. Yes, I am disappointed.

But I will not run after you. I had enough of that during three long years. I'm not running after anyone anymore. If my company isn't vocally desired in any way, you won't have to deal with it. Allow me to say it one more time.. THREE YEARS of following along a group of people, hoping for at least one person to notice me a little bit, to give me a little of their time and not just when no one else would. I'm not your last choice. I'm not anyone's little dog, always behind a couple of steps, ready to give anything just to be included. I had enough.

I will not run after you.

Extension

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 13:05:33 GMT

I hate my family. I really do hate them. And it's only two days, not even full 48 hours... I really, really don't want to spend any more time with them.

And that one day when I finally (finally!) get the hell away from them I'll never, ever listen to anything to want to say ever again. I've never been listened to, and I've had enough. I just want to forget them.

I just hate them too much.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 20:06:30 GMT

Changed the look of my blog entirely. If it finds to be too much, I jotted down all the necessary little info I had of my previous skin so I can put that back. But maybe not.

We'll see... :)